my dearest love,

even from miles away i can feel you. i catch myself thinking about you at the oddest moments while sipping my coffee walking outside even just staring at my phone as if it might magically bring you closer. the thought of you sneaks into every quiet corner of my day making my heart race and my mind wander to places only you and i know.

last night i couldn’t sleep because my thoughts kept drifting to you. i imagined your laugh your little expressions the way your eyes light up when you’re excited. i imagined holding you close tracing my fingers along your skin and feeling that warmth i crave so much. every memory every imagined touch makes me ache for you in a way i can’t fully explain.

i love picturing the silly things we would do if we were together right now the way we’d tease each other endlessly laughing until our cheeks hurt stealing quiet glances that say more than words ever could. then my mind drifts to more intimate thoughts imagining our hands entwined your soft skin beneath my fingertips the warmth of your embrace the heat of your lips against mine. i wonder if you feel it too the same pull the same hunger the same aching need to be close.

sometimes i imagine us lying together tangled in blankets whispering secrets only we understand. i imagine you teasing me just enough to make me blush and me teasing you right back our laughter mingling with whispers our hearts racing as if distance doesn’t exist. i think about the quiet moments too the ones where nothing is said but everything is felt the gentle brush of hands the comforting weight of each other’s presence the electric thrill of knowing that even apart we are inseparably connected.

when i text you every message feels like a bridge between us. your words make me smile make me shiver make me ache in the best ways. i can almost hear your voice feel your warmth imagine the way you’d tilt your head at me with that mischievous grin. it’s maddening but in the most wonderful way like being tangled up in desire and laughter all at once.

even when we’re apart i find myself imagining more daring intimate thoughts. the way i think about you when i’m alone the way my heart pounds at just the thought of you. i imagine the subtle touches the teasing glances the quiet moments that grow heavy with desire. every thought of you is electric and yet it makes me crave your presence even more.

i imagine our future encounters the first time we finally collapse into each other after weeks apart the laughter that erupts as we catch up on every missed second the quiet moments of intimacy that follow where nothing else matters but us. i imagine holding you so close feeling your heartbeat against mine knowing that every mile between us was worth this worth the longing worth the anticipation worth every moment spent imagining what it’s like to be truly together.

there are moments when i catch myself smiling for no reason and i realize it’s because of you. because of how you make me feel. because of the way i imagine your hands your lips your presence all mingling with my own thoughts and desires. the distance only sharpens it makes me notice every longing every ache every thought i have of you.

i love picturing the simple things too your sleepy smiles in the morning the way you’d stretch and yawn the quiet comfort of knowing you’re there. and then i imagine the playful things the little teasing smirks the jokes the playful dares that make my cheeks burn and my heart race. it’s a beautiful chaos in my mind this mix of longing desire and affection and it’s all because of you.

every night when i lie awake i think of the day i’ll finally get to hold you without a screen or a phone between us. i imagine running into your arms feeling the world melt away and whispering into your ear everything i’ve been holding in since the moment we said goodbye. the anticipation of that moment makes me shiver makes my heart beat faster makes me ache for you in a way that’s almost delicious.

even now i can feel your presence in my mind the way your energy lingers in my thoughts the way my heart jumps whenever i imagine you reading this letter. i imagine your smile your laughter the subtle blush that spreads across your cheeks and i can’t help but wish i were there to see it to feel it to playfully tease you about it.

i love that our connection stretches across miles because it has made every word every thought every imagined touch more meaningful. i love picturing you reading this imagining my voice my hands my presence even though we’re apart. i love imagining how i’ll tease you the next time we’re together how i’ll hold you kiss you and let you know in every way possible just how much i’ve missed you.

the truth is no matter the distance no matter the time you are always with me in my thoughts in my heart in every little fantasy and every daydream. i can’t wait to turn these thoughts into reality to finally show you everything i feel and everything i’ve been imagining.

happy 1st month anniversary my love. thank you for being my joy my desire my comfort and my adventure even from afar. i love you more than words could ever capture and i can’t wait for everything that’s still ahead of us.

forever yours,

your girl.